G\u00f6zlerinin mavisinde kalan umudumuzu ye\u015fertmek i\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Bahoz Cudi (Mahsum G\u00fcrkan), bahoz olup ge\u00e7ti aram\u0131zdan. Geride inanc\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ve devrime olan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 kald\u0131. Son s\u00f6zleriyle bize direni\u015fin hi\u00e7bir ko\u015fulda bitmeyece\u011fini bir kez daha s\u00f6yledi. \u201cTeslim olmayaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d Dedi ve direnmenin g\u00fczelli\u011fi ile sonsuza yolculad\u0131k onu. Ayr\u0131lmad\u0131lar hi\u00e7 Mazlum\u2019la, Sinan\u2019la, Ey\u00fcp\u2019le, Azad\u2019la ve \u00f6zlediklerinin yan\u0131nda \u015fehitler kervan\u0131na kat\u0131ld\u0131. Bahoz\u2019u tan\u0131yan herkes diyebilir ki hayat\u0131m\u0131zdan bir \u2018bahoz\u2019 olup ge\u00e7ti. Girdi\u011fi her ortamda hemen sevilendi Bahoz, m\u00fctevazi ki\u015fili\u011fiyle herkesin g\u0131pta ederek bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
M\u00fccadelenin i\u00e7inde olan bir aileden geliyordu. Sur\u2019un ku\u00e7elerinde m\u00fccadele ile yo\u011frulmu\u015f bir hayat\u0131 vard\u0131. Ailenin ak\u0131l dan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir gen\u00e7ti. Ailesinin direni\u015f gelene\u011finden hi\u00e7 uzakla\u015fmad\u0131 hep bir aray\u0131\u015f i\u00e7inde oldu ve lise y\u0131llar\u0131nda m\u00fccadeleye ba\u015flad\u0131. Arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fehadeti, kat\u0131l\u0131m\u0131 her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn harlanan intikam duygusu ise ona daha \u00e7ok direnmesini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Bahoz\u2019u anlatmak i\u00e7in insanlar\u0131 onun gibi sevmek gerekir. Herkesi \u00f6rg\u00fctlemek isteyen yan\u0131 ve sabr\u0131yla hep imrendirdi kendine. \u0130nsan\u0131 sevdi Bahoz, insan olmay\u0131 sevdi.<\/p>\n
Mazlum\u2019la ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 sonuna kadar beraber g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc onlar\u0131. Papatya safl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda temiz, mavi kadar umut doluydu g\u00f6zleri.<\/p>\n
Komal\u00ean Ciwan Bas\u0131n\u0131n haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cSon Muhte\u015fem Olacak!\u201d kitab\u0131nda Bahoz\u2019un Sur\u2019da ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 \u015fu \u015fekilde yer al\u0131yor:<\/p>\n
\u201cMIN WE\u015eER\u00ceN \u00c7AR KENDAL\u00ca SUR\u00ca\u2019 DE<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n Y\u00f6netimde ki arkada\u015flar;\u00a0 \u201cBu gece d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131z, k\u0131rka yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131z, kendimizi soka\u011fa vuraca\u011f\u0131z, yaralansan\u0131z ya da \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015fseniz de kimse geriye bakmayacak\u201d diye karar al\u0131nd\u0131. Gen\u00e7likte ki arkada\u015flar itiraz ettiler. \u201cBiz nas\u0131l yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 b\u0131rakal\u0131m yaral\u0131, onun \u00fczerine ezip gidemeyiz, ger\u00e7ek yolda\u015fl\u0131k o sokakta belli olacak.\u201d Dediler. Karara kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kabul edilmedi.\u00a0 \u0130\u00e7inde kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z evin bir banyosu ve k\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc vard\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fman, s\u00fcrekli oraya sald\u0131rd\u0131, zaten az ev de kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, evlerin hepsini y\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bizim bulundu\u011fumuz yerin hemen yan\u0131nda \u00f6yle duvar\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir banyo vard\u0131, d\u00fc\u015fman oraya hava att\u0131 ve orada arkada\u015flar vard\u0131. Arkada\u015flar orada y\u0131k\u0131lan evin alt\u0131nda kald\u0131lar. D\u00fc\u015fman, sald\u0131r\u0131nca onlar oraa gidiyorlar.\u00a0 Bizim oldu\u011fumuz yerin hemen yan\u0131nda bir banyoda duruyorlard\u0131. O banyoda H. Mahsum, H. H\u00e2ki, H. Felat, H. Beritan duruyordu.\u00a0 Onlar\u0131n bulundu\u011fu yer y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Biz ka\u00e7 ki\u015finin orada oldu\u011funu bilmiyorduk. Havan art\u0131k at\u0131lmay\u0131nca hemen ko\u015ftuk o tarafa. D\u00fc\u015fman, bu sefer de patlay\u0131c\u0131 mermi at\u0131yordu ama biz hedefinde de\u011fildik, onun g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f alan\u0131na girmiyorduk. Arkada\u015flar\u0131 molozlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karmak i\u00e7in gittik. H.Haki\u2019 nin\u00a0 yar\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. H. Felat, sadece ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu, ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu; \u201csilah\u0131m\u0131 verin, kendime s\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d Diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.\u00a0 H.Beritan\u2019 n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na girmi\u015fti. Sadece onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131k. Zaten ba\u015fka bir arkada\u015f\u0131n oldu\u011funu bilmiyorduk. Ses geliyordu molozlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan. Mahsun\u2019 un orada oldu\u011funu bilmiyorduk, kum ve molozlar\u0131 elimizle kaz\u0131yorduk. Birden elim elbisesine de\u011fdi, kaza\u011f\u0131 elime geldi; \u201cbir arkada\u015f daha var burada\u201d dedim, arkada\u015flara ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m ancak \u00e7\u0131karana kadar \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Heval Mahsun \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015fmeden \u00fc\u00e7 saat \u00f6nce beraber zaten ayn\u0131 evdeydik. H. Zilan dedi ki; \u201cHeval Mahsun, hele bize bir \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yle. O zaman dengbeji s\u00f6yledi. A\u011f\u0131t gibiydi. \u015e\u00f6yleydi s\u00f6zleri;<\/p>\n \u201cDaye du fisenk singamin ketine, wan fisenga sebra dilemin sotiye,<\/p>\n Daye daye sotiye daye daye, wez bimirim min bikolin car kendale Sure\u2019da.\u201d<\/p>\n Bu dengbejiyi s\u00f6yledi. \u00dc\u00e7 saat sonra \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fi yerde \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bir\u00e7ok arkada\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6zleri dolmu\u015ftu. Ve s\u00f6yledi\u011fi yerde \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\u00a0 Heval Mahsum; Amedli yerel bir gen\u00e7 arkada\u015ft\u0131. Daha \u00f6nce \u00f6rg\u00fcte kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ama arkada\u015flar onu \u015fehre g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti. Bu direni\u015fe kat\u0131lmay\u0131 \u00f6rg\u00fcte \u00f6z ele\u015ftirisini verme temelinde kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 \u015e. Mahsun, bir\u00e7ok mevzide yer alm\u0131\u015f bir arkada\u015ft\u0131, nitelikli bir arkada\u015ft\u0131, direni\u015fin ortalar\u0131na do\u011fru yo\u011furt pazar\u0131 taraf\u0131nda kolundan yaralanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 \u015e. Hogir yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla vurmu\u015ftu onu. Ama hi\u00e7 kimse bilmiyordu. Yaral\u0131 evinde duruyordu, kolunun iyile\u015fmemesine ra\u011fmen her g\u00fcn;\u201dmevziye gidece\u011fim\u201d diyordu. En son alan darald\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman, art\u0131k hep beraber duruyorduk.\u201d<\/p>\n O, daha Amed\u2019 de iken bir arkada\u015f \u015f\u00f6yle anlat\u0131yordu onunla ilgili bir an\u0131y\u0131; \u201c\u015eehit Mahsum bir g\u00f6reve gitmek \u00fczere \u015fehir d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar. G\u00f6reve \u00e7\u0131kmadan \u00f6nce bir arkada\u015f\u0131na a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131y\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r ve \u015f\u00f6yle der; \u2018\u2019E\u011fer geri d\u00f6nmez de \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015fersem bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 arkada\u015flara okut\u2019\u2019 demi\u015fti.\u00a0 G\u00f6revi bitti\u011finde geri d\u00f6ner ve arkada\u015f\u0131 ile tekrar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Arkada\u015f\u0131 sorar; \u2018\u2019Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcn ne yapay\u0131m \u015fimdi bu yaz\u0131y\u0131?\u2019\u2019 demi\u015f.\u00a0 \u015e. Mahsum; \u2018\u2019Sende kals\u0131n elbet bir g\u00fcn \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fim o zaman okutursun bu yaz\u0131y\u0131\u2019\u2019 demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n \u015eehti Mahsum G\u00fcrkan bir \u015fiirinde \u015f\u00f6yle dile getiriyordu duygular\u0131n\u0131;<\/p>\n \u201cBen tehlikeli ya\u015far\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n Tehlikeli ya\u015famam\u0131n sebebi ruhlar\u0131 kirli oport\u00fcnistlere<\/p>\n kar\u015f\u0131 durdu\u011fumdand\u0131r.<\/p>\n Ben tehlikeli ya\u015far\u0131m haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, zulme kar\u015f\u0131y\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ezenlerin beyninde korkular uyand\u0131r\u0131r, ezilenlerin<\/p>\n Y\u00fcre\u011finde ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131 ve direni\u015f \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 yarat\u0131r\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ben tehlikeli ya\u015far\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ku\u015fu olup zulmedenlere,<\/p>\n egemenlere, diktat\u00f6rlere,<\/p>\n bask\u0131c\u0131lara ve emperyalistlere<\/p>\n Devrim \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hayk\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ben tehlikeli ya\u015far\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ben \u00f6l\u00fcme g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek gidenlerin izcisiyim.<\/p>\n Do\u011fru ya\u015fam\u0131n izcisiyim.<\/p>\n \u00c7abam; do\u011fru ya\u015famay\u0131<\/p>\n Ba\u015farabilmek\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u015e. Mahsun G\u00fcrkan\u201d<\/p>\n Do\u011frunun pe\u015finden ko\u015farak en g\u00fczel do\u011fruya ula\u015ft\u0131 Bahoz, \u00fclkesine olan sevdas\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcceli\u011finde iz b\u0131rakarak, oyun oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131, yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, m\u00fccadeleye kat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 Sur sokaklar\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti. Bahoz umudun ve m\u00fccadelenin sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131. Gen\u00e7 y\u00fcre\u011fine bir halk\u0131 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131. Ve bir an bile \u015f\u00fcpheye d\u00fc\u015fmeden sonuna kadar direndi. Yoluna yolda\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir kez daha s\u00f6yl\u00fcyoruz yolda\u015f\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerin de g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz umudu, bize anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n direni\u015fi zaferle ta\u00e7land\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z. D\u00fcn\u00fcn intikam\u0131 al\u0131nacak. \u00c7al\u0131nan \u00e7ocuklu\u011funun, gen\u00e7li\u011finin hesab\u0131n\u0131 sormadan, gitmeyece\u011fiz bu d\u00fcnyadan. U\u011fruna can\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fin \u00fclkenin da\u011flar\u0131n da ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131z kavgan\u0131.<\/p>\n NC\/Axin Mahir Dicle<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" G\u00f6zlerinin mavisinde kalan umudumuzu ye\u015fertmek i\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Bahoz Cudi (Mahsum G\u00fcrkan), bahoz olup ge\u00e7ti aram\u0131zdan. Geride inanc\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ve devrime olan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 kald\u0131. Son s\u00f6zleriyle bize direni\u015fin hi\u00e7bir ko\u015fulda bitmeyece\u011fini bir kez daha s\u00f6yledi. \u201cTeslim olmayaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d Dedi ve direnmenin g\u00fczelli\u011fi ile sonsuza yolculad\u0131k onu. Ayr\u0131lmad\u0131lar hi\u00e7 Mazlum\u2019la, Sinan\u2019la, Ey\u00fcp\u2019le, Azad\u2019la ve \u00f6zlediklerinin yan\u0131nda \u015fehitler kervan\u0131na […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":34,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[57,32],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8999","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sehitlere-iliskin","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8999","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/34"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8999"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8999\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17058,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8999\/revisions\/17058"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8999"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8999"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8999"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}