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\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck emsallerinden Kandil da\u011f\u0131yla, ovas\u0131yla kara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck gerillalar\u0131 kamplar\u0131na \u00e7ekilmi\u015f, beyaz\u0131n \u015feffafl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendi ruhlar\u0131nda tekrardan yaratmak ve sistemin siyah\u0131n\u0131 zihniyetlerinden atmak i\u00e7in e\u011fitime ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. E\u011fitimin heyecan\u0131na ya\u011fan kar da eklenince yo\u011funla\u015fmalar derinle\u015fiyordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc beyaz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcyordu ve \u00fczerine d\u00f6k\u00fclen her \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131k bir \u015fekilde ortaya seriyor, kendine ait g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor, kabul etmiyordu. Yo\u011funla\u015fmalar\u0131n derinle\u015fti\u011fi, kendi \u00f6z\u00fcne d\u00f6nme m\u00fccadelesi verildi\u011fi mekan\u0131m\u0131za bize e\u011fitim vermek i\u00e7in bir arkada\u015f gelecekti.<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn ben n\u00f6bet\u00e7iyim. N\u00f6bet yerinde giydi\u011fim h\u0131rkan\u0131n i\u00e7ine b\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, lapa lapa ya\u011fan kar\u0131n i\u00e7inden gelecek birileri var m\u0131 diye p\u00fcr dikat etraf\u0131m\u0131 yokluyordum. Bir s\u00fcre ge\u00e7tikten sonra ba\u015f\u0131nda siyah beyaz bir kefiye, kefiyenin aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan k\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7l\u0131 bir arkada\u015f\u0131n bana do\u011fru geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Heval heval diye seslenince, sesime cevaben heval e\u011fitim vermek i\u00e7in geldim dedi. H\u0131zl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde gelen arkada\u015fa do\u011fru ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m, ben yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a o da yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. Evet oydu. Heval Sakine\u2019ydi. Parti tarihinden tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fccadeleci kad\u0131nla tan\u0131\u015fabilme \u015fans\u0131na kavu\u015fmu\u015ftum sonunda. Kar\u0131n beyazl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, yorgun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zlerim ba\u015f\u0131mdan ayak parmaklar\u0131ma do\u011fru s\u00fcz\u00fclen h\u0131zl\u0131 kan\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan canlanm\u0131\u015f, fal ta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Merhabala\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra noktam\u0131za do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck ve onu arkada\u015flar\u0131n yan\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131ktan sonra n\u00f6betime geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
N\u00f6betim bitince sessiz bir \u015fekilde arkada\u015flar\u0131n oldu\u011fu mangaya girdim ve yanan aladinin yan\u0131na yakla\u015farak \u0131s\u0131nmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O an Heval Sakine\u2019nin g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6zlerime tak\u0131ld\u0131, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn m\u00fc heval dedi. Biraz deyip, odada geli\u015fen koyu sohbete dahil olmak istedim. Arkada\u015flar kendilerini Heval Sara\u2019ya tan\u0131t\u0131yordu, Heval Sara ise p\u00fcr dikkatle arkada\u015flar\u0131 dinliyor, sorular soruyor yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011fa verdi\u011fi de\u011feri yakla\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131 ile yans\u0131t\u0131yor, hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmadan siz \u00e7ok de\u011ferli gen\u00e7lersiniz duygusunu hissettiriyordu.<\/p>\n
E\u011fitim saatimiz gelmi\u015fti, arkada\u015flar defterleri dizlerinin \u00fczerine koymu\u015f ayakta ders anlatan \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kokan yolda\u015f\u0131 dinliyorlard\u0131. Heval Sara size Ba\u015fkan\u0131 anlataca\u011f\u0131m deyince bir an ruhumun \u00fcrperdi\u011fini hissettim. Ba\u015fkan deyi\u015fi bir insana bu kadar m\u0131 yak\u0131\u015fabilirdi, bu kadar m\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcmseyebilirdi, bu kadar m\u0131 sevebilirdi. Heval Sara\u2019n\u0131n \u00d6nderli\u011fe olan sevgisini ve ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Ba\u015fkan deyi\u015fi ile anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o deyi\u015fte m\u00fccadele vard\u0131, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck vard\u0131, sayg\u0131 vard\u0131, kendini bulma, xweb\u00fbn olma vard\u0131. Sistemin bireyler \u00fczerinde yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 etkiden bahsediyor, kendisinden \u00f6rnekler veriyor, sonra da ba\u015fkan bu sistemin kirini bu \u015fekilde \u00fczerinizden atacaks\u0131n\u0131z diyor. Anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 her konuyu Ba\u015fkan b\u00f6yle analiz etti diyor, Ba\u015fkan bu \u015fekilde d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 diyor ve konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 sonland\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Bizi biz yapan, bizi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze kavu\u015fturan\u0131n \u00d6nderlik oldu\u011funu vurgulamak istiyordu. E\u011fer bug\u00fcn \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck aray\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 iseniz bu zemini yaratan\u0131n \u00d6nderlik oldu\u011funu dile getiriyordu ve her c\u00fcmlesini Ba\u015fkan b\u00f6yle yaratt\u0131 diye sonland\u0131r\u0131rken g\u00f6zlerindeki \u0131\u015f\u0131ldama, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131ndaki tebess\u00fcm Ba\u015fkana olan inanc\u0131n\u0131n yans\u0131mas\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n
Beyaza b\u00fcr\u00fcnen Kandil alan\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm o e\u011fitimde Heval Sara\u2019n\u0131n Ba\u015fkana olan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, inanc\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oldum. Gerilla saflar\u0131na kat\u0131lan her bir \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck aray\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131na Ba\u015fkan\u0131n ne kadar de\u011fer verdi\u011fini Heval Sara \u015fahs\u0131nda bana ve arkada\u015flar\u0131ma verdi\u011fi de\u011ferde anlad\u0131m. Ve bana bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcren Heval Sara\u2019n\u0131n Ba\u015fkan kelimesini dile getirirken hissetti\u011fim samimiyeti, sayg\u0131s\u0131 ve ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck emsallerinden Kandil da\u011f\u0131yla, ovas\u0131yla kara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck gerillalar\u0131 kamplar\u0131na \u00e7ekilmi\u015f, beyaz\u0131n \u015feffafl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendi ruhlar\u0131nda tekrardan yaratmak ve sistemin siyah\u0131n\u0131 zihniyetlerinden atmak i\u00e7in e\u011fitime ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. E\u011fitimin heyecan\u0131na ya\u011fan kar da eklenince yo\u011funla\u015fmalar derinle\u015fiyordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc beyaz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcyordu ve \u00fczerine d\u00f6k\u00fclen her \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131k bir \u015fekilde ortaya seriyor, kendine ait g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor, kabul etmiyordu. Yo\u011funla\u015fmalar\u0131n derinle\u015fti\u011fi, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":59,"featured_media":22432,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,57,32],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22428","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel","category-sehitlere-iliskin","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22428","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/59"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22428"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22428\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22434,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22428\/revisions\/22434"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22432"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22428"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22428"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22428"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}