{"id":14848,"date":"2020-06-13T14:20:40","date_gmt":"2020-06-13T11:20:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/?p=14848"},"modified":"2020-06-13T14:20:42","modified_gmt":"2020-06-13T11:20:42","slug":"gozun-arkada-kalmasin-ogul-ben-hep-senin-yolundayim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/2020\/06\/13\/gozun-arkada-kalmasin-ogul-ben-hep-senin-yolundayim\/","title":{"rendered":"\u2018G\u00f6z\u00fcn arkada kalmas\u0131n o\u011ful; ben hep senin yolunday\u0131m\u2019"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8216;Mehmetler, Pakizeler, Ferideler, bitmez. Bitiremezler, bir tek ki\u015fi kalsak bile yine m\u00fccadeleye devam edece\u011fiz. Bir tek k\u00fcllerimiz kalsa bile bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r vurur, o k\u00fcller alev al\u0131r bu devleti yakar.<br>\u00a0<br>\u00a0Kalk o\u011ful oradan, o kur\u015funlar bana geleydi, sana bir \u015fey olmayayd\u0131. Ey K\u00fcrtler neredesiniz, kendime K\u00fcrd\u00fcm diyenler nerede?&#8217;<br>\u00a0<br>\u00a0 Nereden ba\u015flan\u0131r, nas\u0131l anlat\u0131l\u0131r? Kavgada yi\u011fit o\u011ful, \u00a0art\u0131k yokmu\u015f gibi anlat\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131? D\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn dillerinden en g\u00fczel s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri toplasan, ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fcme giden o\u011fullar\u0131 k\u0131zlar\u0131 anlatmaya yeter mi? Yetmezdi elbet, lakin anlatmak gerekiyordu. M\u00fccadeleleri karanl\u0131\u011fa \u0131\u015f\u0131k olsun diye s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7o\u011faltmak gerekiyordu.<br>\u00a0<br>Ba\u015flad\u0131 s\u00f6ze Han\u0131m Yavuzel, cemre olup topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fen t\u00fcm o\u011fullara ve k\u0131zlara \u201cyolunuz yolumuzdur, rahat uyuyun\u201d diyerek\u2026<br>\u00a0<br>Selam\u0131n\u0131 yollad\u0131ktan sonra, Urfa\u2019n\u0131n Eyl\u00fcl s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde Cizre\u2019nin k\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yarak \u00a0devam etti konu\u015fmaya Han\u0131m;<br>\u00a0<br>\u201cMehmet bana m\u00fccadelesini, bir de tarifi olmayan ac\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131. Gecenin bir yar\u0131s\u0131 uyan\u0131p olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, evde duram\u0131yorum. Hep Cizre\u2019ye gitmek istiyorum. Sanki o bodruma gidersem Mehmet\u2019i bulurmu\u015fum gibi geliyor. Ac\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck ama o\u011flumun onurlu duru\u015funa sayg\u0131 duyuyorum. E\u011fer birazc\u0131k g\u00fcc\u00fcm varsa onu da Mehmet\u2019in m\u00fccadelesinden al\u0131yorum. Onun m\u00fccadelesine olan inanc\u0131ndan. Bodrumdayken bana \u2018anne kalk Bar\u0131\u015f Annelerinin yan\u0131nda m\u00fccadele et\u2019 derdi. Mehmet \u015fimdi yok! \u00a0Ama yolum bundan sonra o\u011flumun yoludur. \u00a0Pakize, Mehmet, \u0130slam, Seve b\u00fct\u00fcn hepsi benim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m. Hepsi i\u00e7in m\u00fccadele edece\u011fim.\u201d<br>\u00a0<br>\u2018Mezar\u0131ndaki \u00e7i\u00e7eklerden Mehmet\u2019imin kokusunu al\u0131yorum\u2019<br>\u00a0<br>\u201c\u0130nsan bir tavu\u011fu kesti\u011finde bile y\u00fcre\u011fi s\u0131zlar. Y\u00fcrekleri s\u0131zlamadan evlatlar\u0131m\u0131za k\u0131yd\u0131lar. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar insan de\u011filler, mahlukatlar, insan olan insan\u0131 diri diri yakar m\u0131? Y\u00fczlerce insan yakt\u0131lar. Bodrumda o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n k\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kemiklerini toplad\u0131k. Ke\u015fke hepimiz, kendime insan\u0131m diyen herkes aya\u011fa kalksayd\u0131 bug\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z ya\u015f\u0131yor olurdu. Ben unutmuyorum, unutamayaca\u011f\u0131m da \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde dahi unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Ac\u0131m hala ilk g\u00fcn g\u00fcnk\u00fc, ilk saatteki gibi\u2026 Her yan\u0131m\u0131 Mehmet\u2019in foto\u011fraflar\u0131yla doldurdum bana bak\u0131yor ama ses vermiyor. Mezar\u0131na gidiyorum. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorum, konu\u015fuyorum cevap vermiyor. Sadece r\u00fczgar vurunca, mezar\u0131ndaki \u00e7i\u00e7eklerden Mehmet\u2019imin kokusunu al\u0131yorum.\u201d<br>\u00a0<br>\u2018\u00d6l\u00fcme de beraber gittiler\u2019<br>\u00a0<br>Ailesinden abilerinden devralm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Mehmet m\u00fccadeleyi, hen\u00fcz 15 ya\u015f\u0131nda, geriden de\u011fil, en \u00f6n saflarda ipi g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslemek gerekti\u011fi inanc\u0131yla liseyi b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir yandan ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 devam ettirmek i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p, bir yandan halk\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in m\u00fccadele ediyordu.<br>\u00a0<br>\u201c16 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131, k\u00fclt\u00fcr merkezine gidiyordu. M\u00fczik ve folklor dersleri al\u0131yordu. \u00a0Bir g\u00fcn \u2018anne bug\u00fcn tiyatro ve folklor g\u00f6sterisi var, gelecek misin?\u2019 dedi. \u2018Gelirim o\u011ful\u2019 dedim, gittim. \u00a0Oynarken, \u00a0bana bak\u0131p g\u00fcld\u00fc, sonra oyunu kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u00a0O g\u00fcn orada yan\u0131mdaki arkada\u015f\u0131ma \u2018\u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z art\u0131k bizim de\u011fil, K\u00fcrdistan\u2019\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131\u2019 dedim. O g\u00fcn \u00e7ok daha iyi anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, Mehmet\u2019in m\u00fccadelesini. Hi\u00e7 gitmiyor g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden o sahne. Bazen k\u00fclt\u00fcr merkezine gidiyorum, \u00a0g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne geliyor. Sanki Mehmet \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p oynayacakm\u0131\u015f gibime geliyor. Mehmet\u2019in m\u00fccadelesi b\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra birka\u00e7 defa g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131. 18 ya\u015f\u0131nda tekrar al\u0131nd\u0131, tutukland\u0131. 2 sene Mardin Cezaevinde yatt\u0131. Mehmet Tun\u00e7 ile beraber kal\u0131yordu. \u00a0\u00c7ocu\u011fu gibiydi Mehmet Tun\u00e7\u2019un \u00f6yle \u00e7ok severdi Mehmet\u2019i. Ayr\u0131lmad\u0131lar \u00f6l\u00fcme de beraber gittiler.\u201d<br>\u00a0<br>\u2018Mehmetler, Pakizeler, Ferideler, bitmez\u2026\u2019<br>\u00a0<br>Kederi gelip g\u00f6zlerine oturuyor konu\u015furken Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n, her \u015feye ra\u011fmen kararl\u0131, umutlu ve inan\u00e7l\u0131\u2026 \u00d6yle ki, o konu\u015furken g\u00f6zlerine bakmaktan utan\u0131yor insan\u2026<br>\u00a0<br>\u201cHep onun tekrar tutuklanmas\u0131ndan korkard\u0131m. O\u011flumun Botan\u2019da bir bodrumda \u00f6lece\u011fi hi\u00e7 akl\u0131ma gelmezdi. Bayram \u00f6ncesiydi gitti\u011finde, kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Sokakta giderken arkas\u0131ndan bakt\u0131m; \u2018Mehmet beni yakma\u2019 diye seslendim. Arkas\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131. G\u00fcld\u00fc, zafer i\u015fareti yapt\u0131 ve gitti. Telefonla konu\u015ftu\u011fumda \u2018o\u011flum \u00e7\u0131k oradan\u2019 dedim. \u2018\u00e7\u0131kamam anne, yan\u0131m\u0131zda yaral\u0131 arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z var. Bize su getirirken yaralanan 12 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk var. Hep \u00e7ocuklar burada anne, \u00f6\u011frenciler var. Ben arkada\u015flar\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kamam\u2019 dedi. Susuzlard\u0131 o bodrumda, yaral\u0131lard\u0131. Ama devlet inanmad\u0131 yaral\u0131 olduklar\u0131na, foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekip yollad\u0131klar\u0131 halde inanmad\u0131. Zalim bu devlet; \u00a0Saddam gibi, Kaddafi gibi\u2026 \u00a0Saddam binlerce K\u00fcrd\u00fc katletmedi mi? Hep biz mazlumlar \u00f6l\u00fcyoruz, hep biz K\u00fcrtler. Ama bu devlet sanmas\u0131n bizim gen\u00e7lerimiz biter, gen\u00e7lerimiz bitmez. Mehmetler, Pakizeler, Ferideler, bitmez. Bitiremezler, bir tek ki\u015fi kalsak bile yine m\u00fccadeleye devam edece\u011fiz. Bir tek k\u00fcllerimiz kalsa bile bir r\u00fczgar vurur, o k\u00fcller alev al\u0131r bu devleti yakar.\u201d<br>\u00a0<br>\u2018G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden korktular o\u011flumun\u2026\u2019<br>\u00a0<br>G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc vermi\u015fti o\u011fula, en \u00e7ok g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc benzerdi annesine Mehmet\u2019in\u2026 Evin d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131ndaki foto\u011fraflar\u0131nda s\u0131ms\u0131cak g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyle selaml\u0131yordu, Mehmet\u2026 O g\u00fclmeler ayd\u0131nlanacakt\u0131, karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 Korkulur muydu g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc g\u00fczel olandan?<br>\u00a0<br>\u00a0\u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden, iradesinden, \u00a0g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerinden, kaleminden, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden korktular o\u011flumun\u201d d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrken dilinden bu s\u00f6zc\u00fckler daha bir tokla\u015f\u0131yor sesi Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n;<br>\u00a0<br>\u201cSilahs\u0131zlard\u0131. \u0130radelerinden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir g\u00fcvenceleri yoktu. Siyaset yapma haklar\u0131 devletin kitab\u0131nda vard\u0131. Onlarda haklar\u0131n\u0131 kullan\u0131yorlard\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar \u00f6lmesin, hi\u00e7 kimse \u00f6lmesin, diye\u2026 Sadece siyaset yap\u0131yorlard\u0131. Dilleri, iradeleri, haklar\u0131 i\u00e7in m\u00fccadele ediyorlard\u0131. Bizim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sadece devlet de\u011fil, onlara oy verenler de \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00a0O oylar top, bomba oldu; bizim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne ya\u011fd\u0131. Onlarda bu katliam\u0131n orta\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. \u00a0Ama g\u00fcn olur devran d\u00f6ner; herkes sebebi oldu\u011fu her \u015feyin hesab\u0131n\u0131 verir. O y\u00fczden ben hep Mehmet\u2019e \u00a0\u2018g\u00f6z\u00fcn arkada kalmas\u0131n o\u011ful, ben senin yolunday\u0131m\u2019 diyorum.\u201d<br>\u00a0<br>\u201cM\u00fccadele\u201d diyor Han\u0131m son olarak, kararl\u0131l\u0131kla m\u00fccadele\u2026<br>\u00a0<br>\u201cBiz K\u00fcrtler birlik olup m\u00fccadele edelim, o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z, k\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in\u2026 Mehmetler, Pakizeler, Seveler i\u00e7in\u2026 Onlar \u00f6l\u00fcrken kimse aya\u011fa kalkmad\u0131 bari bundan sonra ayaklanal\u0131m, m\u00fccadele edelim.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Ruken Tuncel<\/strong><br>\u00a0<br><br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8216;Mehmetler, Pakizeler, Ferideler, bitmez. Bitiremezler, bir tek ki\u015fi kalsak bile yine m\u00fccadeleye devam edece\u011fiz. Bir tek k\u00fcllerimiz kalsa bile bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r vurur, o k\u00fcller alev al\u0131r bu devleti yakar.\u00a0\u00a0Kalk o\u011ful oradan, o kur\u015funlar bana geleydi, sana bir \u015fey olmayayd\u0131. Ey K\u00fcrtler neredesiniz, kendime K\u00fcrd\u00fcm diyenler nerede?&#8217;\u00a0\u00a0 Nereden ba\u015flan\u0131r, nas\u0131l anlat\u0131l\u0131r? Kavgada yi\u011fit o\u011ful, \u00a0art\u0131k yokmu\u015f [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":34,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[57,32],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14848","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sehitlere-iliskin","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14848","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/34"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14848"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14848\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14850,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14848\/revisions\/14850"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14848"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14848"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yps-online.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14848"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}